Tags progress has been going more than expected. My progress however; has not. I talked with my dad tonight, about all the worries and the problems that i hope Tag doesn't have. My dad reminded me the whole reason i got this scholarship. It was on instinct, not all the research i have been reading and believing about this type of animal. The whole reason i received this scholarship was because i had instinct on animals, not research, not proper grammar on what i write, and not the proper English that CSCC requires for an appropriate research paper and not what people tell me i need to do to make this paper great. i am reminded; again, that this bird, and this whole study was based off of street smarts, observing an animal and knowing what I know. This scholarship was based off of my intellect, not my knowledge to read a study and do what works for others. This study from now on will be about what I know, and what I learn; with little Tag and I. it will be with what i discover with Tag, and my daughters ability to learn about animals the same way i did. For now, the classes are off, (Biology). I need to reconnect with how i began to love animals and birds in the first place. My studies shall focus on Anthropology and not not Biology.
I feel as I have gotten off track, with what I believe and with what I know. Tag is an amazing bird/companion/learner/friend. I will get a publisher to write Tags progress right now, i don't want to worry about the details of writing 100% perfectly, it will only compromise my time with Tag, and Cid's learning ability's with Tag; to raise her with "smarts" about animals other than cats and dogs.
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